One who loves her yet unable to be with her

2008-09-28T15:45:00.003+08:00

Today im so sad
After i know my result in prelim is bad in this week
And something bad happen to me on friday
My phone spoil
I'm so sad
My pictures for hiroshima and my contact are lost
I don't know whether i can see them again
I just feel very sad
The pictures are like my memories, my life
It's part of my life and i lost it
I'm feeling useless and idiot
I can't even take care of my pictures
My contact has all my primary school teacher and classmate and secondary students and teachers number
And i lost them too

I even lose her number
I'm the worst
I don't feel like doing anything at all
It's so precious to me
Like part of my life is being taken away
Feeling terrible now

I don't wish to blog anymore
Sayoonara

Oyasumi nasai
Dear Friends

2008-09-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

Yoshi

Today i can't finish translation, Sorry Queen
i can't finish..Get it done by sunday one
And then guess i finish the rest of the episode translation next week

Tml have to go out..
Gonna get kill by jovi already
She killing me >.<

Nvm la at least she nv kill herself today
Let her kill me tml lol

Anyway, today i managed to see my anime relax relax
Tml destress destress
And ya noe some of the result for prelim

English pass
Math paper 1 pass
Physic fail >.<
Chem paper 1 fail >.<
how sad >.<

4get wad done has been done i had try my beST XD

Anyway gotta go see my anime and do some business
HOHOHOHO
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
YAHA
.....
rubbish maddness going on

bye

Oyasumi nasai
Dear Friends

2008-09-17T20:29:00.002+08:00

Today was a perfect day one.
but i was upset on the nite time

First...
My Chem dun tink can make it
Oh no gonna take a bashing from jovi, yunfang and mao le
holy nuts for sure scream at me...

second
i managed find out something happy
Queen ask whether wants to do Skipbeat in the forum( it was suggest by me to Queen, and after she went to see the manga, lol she kind of being hooked by it)
Den GoldenUmi aka GU went to see the manga also and also agree on it....
AND I WAS THRILLED BY THE FACT THAT IT CAN BE APPROVED
and Queen put me as translator...
AND today i complete translating SE episode 14 the examination...
For goodness i was laughing all the way when i was translating...So funny...
And i managed to finish it and hand it to Queen for TLC
DEN Queen let me knows Oski
Oh man he hyper super hyper and i was laughing the whole way chatting with him and queen
Marvellous haha....
Den he is the translator for Ga-rei which is also going to be air on next months
On the same day as Skipbeat...
So...anyway im his backup translator and he is my backup translator haha
IM being called shiro lol and i found out why >.<
ok nvm ....But i like it not bad Shiro sounds gd
Anyway continuing the talk....Oski went to see the manga for skipbeat and i went to see Ga-rei...FREAK IT WAS NICE...SWEAR GONNA BUY THAT MANGA....

So watch the stars come flying

Anyway...later on while i read my manga...someone chat with me...she tell me cyn birthday was tml...
so happy birthday cynthia...
den after a while of chatting with her on msn...i angrily and upset and close the com
after that she and i message each other through phone toking
den i very upset and i called her and tell her all of it
she jus stay silence when i was toking

I was very upset..my tears flow down...
im tired

anyway thanks GU Queen Oski and ya thanks Jo..manages to hear ur radio...COOL i like it i managed to found another song i like thanks to u
Hope u continued doing so

Oyasumi nasai
Dear Friends

2008-09-16T16:10:00.002+08:00

Hi guys...
Renovation is going on
and construction working is going on too
anyway dun tink anybody noes wad im toking
but feeling so dam tired
But when i think of my fall season coming
feeling happy to the topppp
Skipbeat is comming on in anime
Some anime like Hakushaku to Yousei, Tytania, ef - a tale of melodies, Kurogane no Linebarrels, Tales of the Abyss (a game i currently playing on psp so its cool too),
Ga-Rei: Zero, Vampire Knight Guilty(this is Vampire night season two, so gotta catch it...Goodness Hope Zero's ok), Kurozuka, Chaos;Head, Shikabane Hime: Aka, AND OF COURSE Skip Beat IN MY TOP OF THE LIST...
I went to ask Queen to allow me translate skip beat lol....hehe hope can..
Anyway,...I'm in GX_ST...
And its totally cool
I am a translator and i managed to finish my translation work.. weeee
Soul eater episode.
I'm currently gonna translate another episode and hand it in.
Even if it takes my time and stuff, i dont reali dislike translating and even if i'm pay or not...I just love the work...cruz anime is really part of me!!!
Anyway I GONNA POST MORE STUFF SOON ON THE FALL SEASON' COMING OUT ANIME...

currently no news on the date...that so sad...
WEEEE...this blog goonna be used for FIRST MY ANIME SECOND ANIME THIRD ME MYSELF AND I LOL

Rubbish jking...

GX_ST..GENERATION NEXT ROCKS...
PLEASE COME IN AND SEE...
*.* and ya before closing off...
I gonna thanks few people for helping me...
Carel, rachel, Jiamin, Nizham,Berwin,Yvonne,jovi AND a few people more who helped me when im low mood...MOODY EMO. lol

Hey..Anyway gonna be back soon..AND PRELIM GONNA OVER SOON
FOR GOODNESS SAKE..IT FREAKING TIRING ME.
but never mind i work hard no matter what...
Ren Tsuruga & Kyoto in Skipbeat..
GOTTA SEE!!!!

and ya GO WATCH SPECIAL A EPISODE 19 WHERE YAMAMOTO MEGUMI SINGS...MARVELLOUS
ENJOYS IT..MIGHT POST THE VIDEO SOON...

ANYWAY TML CHEMISTRY PAPER...
GANBATTE MINAI....

Oyasumi nasai...
Dear Friends..

2008-09-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

FOR THE GAY WHO SPAM ZHEN HONG'S BLOG!
READ IT IF YOU DARE, COWARD!

back for a reason

2008-08-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

konnban wa..... maybe i have came back
BUT FOR AN REASON
cruz i hate ppl forging other ppl and tok rubbish
and i jus found one person in my tagboard using my name and say wad im gay and so on
first.....I SWEAR I WILL FIND DAT PERSON TILL THE BOTTOM AND I SWEAR I NOE ITS MY CLASS AND I HAVE AN IDEA WHO ISIT
AND SECOND....I HAVE AN IP ADDRESS OF THE BASTARD AND I GOONNA FIND WHO IS THAT...AND HE/SHE IS GONNA GET IT FROM ME....
AND IF THAT PERSON DUN COME FIND ME AND APOLOGISE....I SWEAR ONCE I NOE WHO THAT PERSON IS....
IM NOT SO KIND TO LET THAT PERSON OFF EASILY...
CRUZ TOO BAD FOR HIM/SHE...
IM ALREADY VERY ANGRY ON ONE PROBLEM AND THIS PERSON STILL COME TROUBLE BY MAKING SOME STUPID LAME AND IDIOT COMMENT ON MY BLOG.....
IM CAN SAY DAT I CAN SMASH THAT PERSON INTO PIECES....AND I SAE I WILL DO IT....

Maybe last post in the blog

2008-08-05T22:41:00.003+08:00

today having a different time den usual
had gone sch same time but i was in the bus
when i feel like vomiting
and den when i reach sch my stomach pain
but no one seems to care....
haha cruz there no one who reali care about me at all in the first place
who reali care?
i not even sure of myself..
den went home with bro
and have a 5hrs of slp and feeling better
but after dat when i was lying on the bed, tears drop and i started coughing badly
bad enough to cough out my organ.
but still who cares?
everyone seem to be in a distance away from me
progressing maybe but me was standing there waiting for them?
wad the point of having friendship when none care about u
i miss my jap trip friends
onli with them i reali feel joy and happy
even now when i look at the pics taken
my tears roll down my cheek
i was toking to carel yesterday.
i tell carel dat i miss everyone
carel sae why(well not jus her saying why, i tell uma, jacinta, razi and alot of ppl saying i miss them but none noe why)
i say it because of the trip ppl, i managed to reali enjoy the journey, especially when the days before the trip was my emo days and stressful
i really always look forward to the meeting even though i need to wait for 5-6hrs i still willing to wait....
i reali enjoy it..in fact it was the best in my life
i can onli say if not for this trip, i had never know real joy
thanks hirouka-san
and i continued telling carel dat
and carel say u make us too noble already
but i reply...it true the 25 students and 5 teachers, u all are noble to me
i really feel no regret even if i were to choose to die or live
u all reali make all the trouble in me gone...
Yet my classmates and friends no one know about my troubles
in fact i dun reali think they reali treat me as friend
so the 25 students are truely noble to me and i really felt honoured to be able to go
Holy(a person) says why dont u put the joy in the team and put it into the class and have fun
and i say how, when there are ppl who i feel they dislike me and dun understand me
den Holy says first is u nv let them understand u
but i say how to let them understand when there are ppl who always making use of me...there was this person by the name of SK ask me to go and play basketball with him on mon after sch cruz tutorial optional
but i say i dun wan cruz my foot very pain cruz my foot had a hole of the skin drop off
but he say wad kind of friend i am
First, it not i dun wan to go with him, it because my leg pain and he wan me to go out of sch to play a game and wan me go home myself isit?
HELLO?MY FOOT HURTS...DOES HE NOE? YES HE NOE CRUZ I SAY ALREADY AND HE STILL SAY WAD KIND OF FRIEND I AM....HEY DOES HE KNOW EVEN NOW MY FOOT HURTS AND I CANT WALK PROPERLY AND IN FACT WHEN HE ALWAYS ASK ME TO GO OUT WITH HIM I ALWAYS SAY OK.AND NOW IT JUS BECAUSE OF THIS, HE SAE WAD KIND OF FRIEND I AM...AND I SAY SORRY ALREADY HE DUN ACCEPT..SO U WAN ME DO WAD CUT OF MY LEG AND JUMP DOWN FROM THE BUILDING AND DEN U ACCEPT MY APOLOGY?
SUMMORE PPL LIKE MT OR ZX OR EVEN CYN....THEY ALL LIKE HATE ME OR WAD...A DISTANCE IS KEPT...EVEN JASMINE AND LINDA AND DOREWEN AND SHIMEI THEY ALLL....DOES ANYONE NOE MY FEELING? DOES ANYONE KNOW MY TROUBLES? DOES ANYONE KNOW?

so holy says its i nv let them understand me
BUT HOW TO LET THEM UNDERSTAND WHEN ME WHEN THEY LIKE SCARE OF ME OR DISLIKE ME OR WHEN I WAS WITH THEM, I FEEL LIKE IM IGNORED OR IRRITATING...SO U WAN ME DO WAD DEN U ALL CAN UNDERSTAND? SUICIDE ISIT OR BEING KILLED?
So wad the point of having classmates and friends...
no one cares...
and in facr in sec 2, i went to sickbed and my bag in the classrm...and when i come back my bag was on the floor with the content all around the floor..and when i ask my classmate who done it..no one know....THIS SHOWS WAD NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME..THEY DOESNT EVEN CARE ABOUT MY BAG...THEY DOESNT EVEN CARE TO HELP ME TAKE CARE...THEY DOESNT EVEN CARE TO SEE WHO WAS THE ONE...WAD THE POINT......I REALLY DUN WAN THIS
i cry saying all this to holy....
wad the point of me being born into this world?
wad the goal of me in this world?
i hav suffer for 6 years in pri sch
and now another 4 years
im tired reali tired

haha saying all this ...but it doesnt matter anyway...no one gonna look at it noone gonna to be bother by this...onli me..im jus so dumb and stupid...whenever got quarral with friends, always i say sorry...and they make use of the me sayin sorry first to get wad they wan...DUMB ARNT I.. REALI DUMB...STILL CHILDISH AND IMATURE...WAD THE POINT OF HAVING SAY IT IN THE FIRST PLACE WHEN NO ONE REALI ACCEPT IT AND ONLI JUS MAKE USE OF IT...WAD THE POINT OF HAVING SAY IT FIRST WHEN NO ONE WILL CARE ABOUT U AND STILL DOES THE SAME THING....I FEEL LIKE THERE NO GOAL...I WAN TO REST,,,,im tired reali tired....YAYA EVERYTHING MY FAULT RITE HOLY....I WAS THE ONE DAT CAUSE ALL THIS STUFF....RETRIBUTION ISNT IT?
Bye...im tired from crying and coughing

2008-07-26T10:09:00.002+08:00

HIHIHI sorry for not posting so many days.....but really veri tired....this week is a mad week but fun haha...i hav been playing frizbz with sharifah, shukiat, jannah, mel and alot of people.....haha so veri tired body aches...and on thursday which is 24 july...we had the competition and 4E1 GOT 2ND WOOOOO 4E1 ROCKS LA......and though we lost to 4a1 but good jobs 4e1.....great game...i saw our class's people got cheering me also got support also hahah and den our team won in 2nd place....hehe...and den on yesterday we had spa skill 3...chemistry...though i abit scare but still ok i tink...SAW THE CARBON DIOXIDE....WHAHAHHA KNOW WAD TO DO LE.....and den after that thing....i went find ms gwen.. to get cca report...gotta hav it and ya WEEEEE I WENT TO PLAY BOWLING WITH SHU KIAT...KAI XIANG...MEL...BASTHIAN...BRYAN....VISZHNU...AND NEKESH.....WOOOO FUN SIA..first time play so sux...haha but i tried my best....a few people came...lee may meiting liying they all came...lol and I SAW DESMOND....LOL HE HAV NOT BREAK VOICE SIA....omg and later on when i went back after my 3rd game....(spend about 9 dollars)i saw angel and her friends....take the same bus to tampines....den me and angel and yan chin chat....funny sia we were laughing and yan chin let me hear desmod 's singing...lol i dunno y i jus keep laughing when i hear that ...so funny den i go back home...SO TIRED AND I CANT USE COM....COM SPOIL SIA >.<......WAITING FOR ALLISON TO TRANSLATE FINISH DAT LETTER AND I CAN SEND IT TO THEM WEEEE...GANBATTE ALLISON....BORED...LOL....ok la gtg later gotta go out...TO MAO DERE TO DESTRESS...TIME TO GET READY FOR JOKING....lol jking ... i noe it cold jus sae cold..and i help u switch off the aircon...ok sayoonnara....HAVE A NICE WEEKENDS...

2008-07-23T17:02:00.002+08:00

WEEEE KONNICHI WA....hahah im so happy and tired today.....been tired for a few days and my body aches....it so painful i cant walk properly lol.....been staying back and play some games....cruz my class's team got competition on thursday so i stay back and play and help them at the same time......haha and den today as normal....and after play a few rounds in school i decided to go home....so i went back and saw bryan...chat with him about choir and stuff....den i walk back home...reach home play wow a bit.....den after awhile my bro call me to pick up the phone...My first thought was isit shukiat?...den i went to pick up...and i say hello?...a gal voice reply back and i found out she is FROM SINGAPORE POLY and I MANAGED TO GET SHORTLISTED FOR THE INTERVIEW....WOOOO IM SO HAPPY......HAHA....ANYWAY GUYS GOTTA GO...TML DEN CONTINUE TO SAY MORE.....

2008-07-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hihi guys....today to me is not reali a happy day...feel like crying after it....haha...anyway today went sch...same feeling like yesterday typing blog but i tink better la haha.....and den lucky today dun have math tutorial...ms khoo cancel it cruz she got stuff...thanks to her...i can go for my meeting with them...miss them alot...hardly can meet and chat for hours...Sure enough...when i was with carel, luanne they all at the canteen...i was happy abit already....laughing with them...and when we are in the itr rm...haha it is even mad....everyone was walking about and laughing toking...although we have to do our work, we were playing around...it was fun....i realli like being with them...but later when i notice the time of the meeting ending is coming....and when teachers say there will be no next meeting anymore....i feel sad....my tears was at my eyes...but i nv shed any...heart hurts....i cant see them together anymore...with the teachers...and when ms melissa and mr mohad were saying those days in japan....i really went through from the day we had our first meeting and to the end of the japan trip....The journey was fun...it was very fun and joyful...and there wont be another thing like this anymore....nv again...the meeting also....wonder when can be together again....i really feel like going back to past....i really wan stay there the times...It was fun...Thanks team....i really have alot of fun....like today...although not everyone was everyone...but the joy and fun was there...i forget my troubles and stuff when i was there and enjoy myself....i reali have fun...the memories of the journey....i will keep it forever....but whenever i tink of it....i jus missed it... jus hate to continue going on.....Thank you guys.....hope to have an outing like dat time in sentosa....and have fun with everyone...tml let eat together again?
Bye sayoonara...have a gd nite...sweet dreeam to u

2008-07-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

hi everyone.... today...i feel like a breath of wind which can turns to a tornodo one the spot...haha quite extreme huh but it true....i was very calm and relax and try to smile and be happy.....until after school, when i was talking to doreen and cynthia, they were like wad ever and i am going to explode on dat spot itself but i didnt cruz i control, i bear i bear... no matter what i bear....later on my heart still filled with the explosion which can burst out loud.....den after dat when i having my chem tutorial and i sit with shu kiat and cynthia...again...they like wadever la and i also going to explode....i feel very painful and my heart is very pain also cruz i nid to bear it....i am tired reali....I really tired and stressed up with the problem....and one of my friend had some problem which makes me worry tooo.....i am going to go mad....U noe wad when i look at the pictures in hiroshima....i miss them and i cried nearly.....my heart hurts a lot....true...i noe its true... i can onli be a loner wolf walking alone in the winter.... friends are very hard...hard to understand me and noe me....what i wan wad i hate...and wad i dun wan to see....ya maybe they care for me sometimes...but the times of me being upset and angry and emoing was more than that.....den after when shu kiat and cynthia wadever to me....i jus silence and do my own stuff and went back home alone...when i take bus, i saw the skies....the pure white, blue skies turning black....i dunno y i jus feel like going to there....i tink cloud is better than being a human....why am i born....i rather im not born into this world....it would be better than suffering now...yes, i did not regret choosing this school...yes, i did not regret going to 4e1...but i dunno why, is it my fate, my destiny to walk this path...this path for 10 years?.....friendship, relationship, classmates, studies,worries, being despised, being alone, like her or not, tiredness, family's problem, o lvl, poly, future....all this things are like a burden to me....so heavy so heavy until i wan to rest...i wan to stop...stop going on....sick of it sick of the unfairness in the world....wad did i done to deserve this....no one really understand and knows me......Really i want to go for the hiroshima meeting...i wan see t he hirohima friends....when with them...the joy and happiness the laughter all there...the stress, the problems and the tiredness..Gone....Thank you...Hirouka-san..minai..on the day of sentosa..although many ppl nv attend it...I really have funs....really i will remember the days and forever...everyone...i really wan to be with u guys...i dun care an minutes or an hours or second...at least it fun......I will try to continue walking on....dun worry jovi,yvonne , yunfang, celeste, sara. priscilla, alan,wanqi and many more....who cares about me...im fine...im jus reali tired to bear it in...REALLY it painful and tiring...i wish to throw my anger out...but i dun wan to throw it on to anyone...so onli things i can do...is to blog...I will be fine though i am crying now....crying about saying all those stuff...SORRY AND THANKS YOU FOR LISTENING.....may u have a nice day... sweet dreams to u all...nitez....may the stars watch u silently....

Here is a pic of the team went out...to sentosa...first outing.....Thanks Carel for allowing me take the photo from ur blog....thanks...and i realii have fun....hope for the next outing come out.....THANKS....

2008-07-14T17:33:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH YOZ GUYS..LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, ZHENHONG ,HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO, IS BACK LOL...i noe it lame and cold... so jus sae colddd..... dun force urself to be hot...lol...anyway at least im back from my long days of unblogging-created by me ^^-
FIRST TOO TIRED AND STRESSED UP WITH LOTS OF PROBLEM AND TODAY ONE MORE PROBLEM JUS CAME UP >.<...eyes so pain lol...nvm anyway IM JUS LOVE ANIME OH DAMM..AND YA I WENT TO TRY DPA....haha KIND OF MAD I NOE...>.> anyway im abit stressed up and ya i wanted to SHOUT AND PUNCH THE WALL TILL IT CRACKS....jus kill me off man if u wan to have the wall....

oh ya..i went to white sand with jovi and we were like studying-plus-playing around-plus-arguing lol....some kind of stuff....it sort of debating lol until like mad from one topic to another haha....WANTED SOME IDIOT BOOKS AND I LAZY USE MONEY BUY....so seeya books lol....AND NOW I HAVE PROBLEMS IN STUDIES TOOO.....and ya i went to write an letter to my japanese family...haha guess wad? i write in eng (duh)lol ask allison to help me translate...THANKS ALLISON ARIGATO GOZAIMASU.....waahahahhahahaha A BIT SIAO I NOE...BUT ONLI PLACE DAT CAN GO MAD IS AT HOME AND IN COM AND OF CRUZ I DUN FEEL MAD WHEN I SEE ANIME, MORE LIKE PUNCHING AND KILLING SOME BASTARDS WHO IS MAKING HIYUU LIKE MAD FOR EXAMPLE LOL.....I HATE CHAOSSSSSSSSS..HE SUX SUX SUX...KILL HIM OFF MAN HIYUUU.....and MAKA FASTER HAVE UR DEATHSCYTHE......and black star is freaking lame >.<......kid is another one>>.<< HAHA OK ENDING SOOOOON...AND YA OMG THIS YEAR COL IS REALI HOPELESS...DUN LOOK TOO FORWARD TO IT.....
ya i wont look forward...more like i will look downward on it...hope i judge wrongly....SAYOONARA MY STAGE IS ENDING....

Hope to see her again......( I JUS SAEING BUT WILL 4GET)SO DUN ASK ME PAY U THREE ICE CREAM.....

2008-07-03T17:16:00.002+08:00

Konnchi wa haha so used to it already...Anyway i wasnt been blogging cruz 2 reasons... im tired and lazy and also i have been too stress with some problems...Well HAPPY THINGS IS THIS WEEK I MET NORA, PRISCILLA FROM 4E2 AND 4E1 AND ALSO SARA WAHAHAHAHHAHA....still glad to see them though i nid to personally call sara to make her tok to me whahahaah....ok bad things is my amaths is so sux and now i hate it >.< but im trying my best...GANBATTE and i looking forward to the next meeting and ON SUNDAY PLEASE DUN CANCEL IT OFF PLEASE..... DIEDIE ALSO I WAN GO....and i just received friends saying choir is .... >.< nvm dun wan say later tio scold by dat .... >.< lame sia but it the truth la...AND I WAN TO PLAY ROHAN AND PROJECT POWDER AND THIS IDIOT COM JUS WONT LET ME DOWNLOAD AND PLAY IT...I HATE IT ALL THE GAME I WAN TO TRIED AS CLOSE BETA TESTER ALLL CANNOT WORK...and ya i miss my days in japanese and i got lots of stuff i wan to sae... the happy and sad and angry one but jus cant...really i wish i wish and i wonder y i born into this world...wish im jus be hit by an car and disappear again.... since no one is here...i jus wan to go...somewhere far away..somewhere theres no problems and somewhere....i wish so....Just like the wind blowing across the ocean and world... so free no problems...i wish i can be uruki and hitsugaya...where they are surronded by their ones....Anyway... next mon is my youth day...looking foward to it...Sayoonara... i will post again soon... BYE.. Have a nice day to those reading and take care...i miss

2008-06-25T19:35:00.003+08:00

hi guys.. today was the third day of sch reopen and i having lots of worry and difficulty and also stress and problems...so tired until i dun wan wake up anymore the next day..cant imagine wad will happen when i have to go through the whole process of this year...i worrying about subjects and problems and friends...i hate to sae it but i reali wan to stop moving anymore...it so tiring with all these worrying, stress and relationship and stuff problems... I AM GOING MAD ANY SOONER.....cant believe i still have my subbing to do...i reali wish any car or accident could jus kill me at once...i have no regrets and stuff anymore...jus wan get out ...today blog until here...see ya..Sayoonara...tml a bz day and tiring day...

Add some photos about hiroshima trip

2008-06-20T19:31:00.002+08:00

Konnban wa..ACTUALLY TODAY GOT SOMETHING SPECIAL WAHHAHAHHAHAHA...though is an 'surprise', i last min managed to finish it...SO TIRED DIDNT NOE IT AN HEADACHE...STILL CANNOT GUESS WHAT???
TADADADA.... I WENT TO TRANSLATE ANIME FROM CHINESE....WAHHAHHA IT SUCH AN HARD WORK DAT TOOK ME 3-4 HOURS....IT LIKE WAD CAN I DO IF I DUNNO THE WORDS AND THE MEANING HOW I TRANSLATE >.< and i ended up finishing after my family eat finish dinner.... BUT IT WAS FUN WAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA...THANKS TO MY COUSIN AND QUEEN..ARIGATO GOZAIMASU...I WILL DO MY BEST IN THE NEXT WORK I HOPE SO....CRUZ I DUNNO WHETHER MY WORK IS OK....POOOR COUSIN OF MINE HAVE TO CHECK MY WORK .....SORRY GX-TEAM FOR THE LATE HAND UP...I TODAY DEN NOE NID TO DO EPS 10.....FREAL TL LIFE SURE DOESNT COUNT AS EZ AT ALL.... anyway, presents of mine is going to be up so i dunno whether is enough for so many ppl...so sorry if u dun have GOMEN NASAI, SUMI MASEN.....oh ya i wanted to write a letter to Masako but hav not sia.....jus too lazy...but i reali miss her and chibi and japan....i wanna go back and i also miss the times and memories with my group 4 and group 1,2,3 and teachers and also MR HATAKANA, MISS YURI AND ALSO MR YAMAKURA.......I CRIED ON THE DAY OF THE LEAVING OF HOST FAMILIES AND I AM SAD ON THE LAST DAY CRUZ IT THE LEAVING OF THE BEAUTIFUL ISLAND OF JAPAN....I WANT GO BACK....I REALI WAN....

these day i also have some problems in my heart....BUT THANKS TO MEITING AND BASTHIAN..IM FINE BETTER...ARIGATO GOZAIMASU...BUT I HATE MEITING'S DIRECTNESS...SO DIRECT UNTIL I FEEL LIKE ROARINGG..*ROAR*jus jking but thanks meiting of her directness dat i understand the weakness...BUT I STILL CANT FIND THE COURAGE TO GO....i will tried....i will find dat ans and move on and 4get....but how am i going to 4get i dunno....SAYOONARA....

2008-06-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

Konnban wa.. I came back yesterday at 3.40 pm but was onli today i den decide to blog cruz yesterday was freaking tired. today i even sleep for about 12 hours = =... anyway i dunno if i bought enough for everyone but i already tried to buy as many as possible so if not enough dun blame me... anyway the trip is good and i dun even wan to come back to sg anymore... i wan go back... I REALLY WAN GO BACK TO JAPAN... I FEEL LIKE JAPAN IS MORE OF MY HOMELAND..I MISS IT NOW BUT WHEN I WAS AT JAPAN I NV EVEN MISS SINGAPORE AT ALL ...I REALLY WANT GO BACK WITH OTHERS...THE 26 PUPILS WITH 6 TEACHERS AND 2 TOUR GUIDES... I WAN TO BE TOGETHER WITH THEM..I HATE TO FACE THE REALITY BUT I HAD TO CONTINUE LIVING IN SG UNTIL I GROW UP AND EARN MONEY TO GO BACK...I HOPE AFTER 10 YEARS LATER OR LESS OR MORE, ALL THIS PEOPLE CAN GO AGAIN TOGETHER... REALI I REALI WAN IT.. IT NO JOKE DAT IT REALI FUN AND TIRING.. AND I WAN GO BACK...I MISS MY FAMILY THERE...

2008-06-06T18:09:00.001+08:00

KONNCHI WA today special huh... post 2 blog today..anyway i gonna put the link for the hiroshima team blog on and here to say that i was the group 4 official blogger now so i am allowed to post blog on it haha....anyway i hope u guys who r looking at this blog please go to the link and see our progress and stuff on hiroshima and what happen in hiroshima...if can comment on it haha...tml is the day..I HOPE EVERYONE CAN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES AND GANBATTE.. bye

2008-06-06T11:06:00.002+08:00

KONNCHI WA..i had my meeting today at 3pm with my luggage and stuff...so i decided to post on wad happen yesterday..when my classmate are not in school, i am the onli one went back haizz...so alone but nvm lah i had my meeting which is fun...the meeting was practising our singing and dance steps... OMG MY THROAT IS PAIN... after dat we had our training until 12 den had an 2 hours break until 2 must come back..i went out with my team which consists of me, uma and wati..still got jacinta, furqaan and muykim but they not here with us...we 3 went to white sands to eat BUT ON THE WAY, THE GROUP 1 PEOPLE WAS LIKE SO NOISY.EVEN IN IN THE BUS.. >.< but nvm la haha all must have fun wad...den went kfc eat den we went to pasir ris park and had a long walk and went back to school LATE . . lol but reali sia the bus come veri slow leh....i tot we were the last but there is an even later group came in.. group 3...lol den we had our training again and everything...so fun i got time den post the pic....beeenn bz den after dat had to pack my bag again at home.... WAHAHHAH

anyway tml is the day so let work hard today tooo GANBATTE ..so mata ashita...SAYOONARA

2008-06-04T20:48:00.005+08:00

KONNBAN WA everyone... yoz today was an sad and happy day... cruz ms chua and ms lui today is the last day teaching we 4e1 den they change sch... sad i feel reali sad when i read wad ms chua give us the notes she wrote... i wanted to cry but i bear it cruz it suppose to be a happy day and later i keep taking photos of ms chua and class...even summore of the classmates ask me send hohoho lol but reali it quite sad and after history went for chemistry and ms lui also going to go ARGHHH .... i cant manage to take photos of ms lui cruz im bz doing my filing... sianz or i will take alot of pic...anyway i reali wish ms chua happy marriage for her marriage dat coming and happy year teaching and good luck to ms lui and ms chua....and ya i must comment something for ms chua.... she is an gd teacher indeed.. she plan all the stuff for the hiroshima trip and she not able to go... i reali hope she can come but she cant...she reali done alot ... ms lui also help our class veri long....I NV REGRET BEING TAUGHT BY THEM IN FACT IM HONORED AS THE LAST BATCH DAT BEEN ABLE TO BE TAUGHT BY THEM....TEACHERS I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET A1 FOR MY HISTORY AND CHEMISTRY

here the photo dat i been taking the whole day...

2008-06-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

KONNBAN WA... today i tink dat is a gd day^^ happy.... my cousin give me one book comic ON BLEACH WOOOO and it about the character info blahblah ... cool man love it i dun dare to even touch it so precious... thanks yishao.... den had a few slp... tink im a pig sooner or later keep on like this.. den i went for dota.. OWNAGE..not exactly ... my team was like feeding like wad. a troll feed 8 times kill twice = = huskar feed 6 kill 1 and dat tidehunter not bad kil 4 die 5.. AND MY K/D IS 15/8 WAHAHAHAH NOT BAD BA.. summroe in a feeding team i managaed to own them abit... all the way nid ppl to gang me to win and summore i bought sny, power thread, offering, battlefury and scared relic .. intend to get radience.. but cant game ended AND I TOP WOOOO.... wahhahahahahha ..ok i abit mad cruz the day coming and i wanted to go out the soon coming thurs fri sat...GROUP 4 AND OTHER GROUP JIA YOU... ONLI ONE MORE WEEK TO GO AND WE CAN GO...HOLD ON...^^ see ya tml..sianz gotta go sch >.>

2008-05-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

Konnban wa.. today have the second tutorial day of the the extention class..i am shocked when i come to school sia... so quiet and so little ppl like wad... i even tot i took the wrong bus or wrong day to come school ... >.< den after the few lessons which got give homework, i went for spa.. den after dat had to rush to my japanese class... super funny...i even noe how to write my japanese name.. gonna post the pic soon and den i went back home super late... nowadays to me hoilday like no hoilday.. had to go school for classes den stay back until late.. wan see doctor also cannot... >.< den i super tired sia... anyway THE DAY IS COMING NEARER...EVERYONE GANBATTE.. DUN DIE FROM THE TIREDNESS... LIVE ON... IM SO EXCITED...hahahaha... i hope the blog come soon already. ^^ ok gotta go sayoonara...

2008-05-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

hihi.. today is the first day of the tutorial week.. i had my english tutorial of 8 ppl with the teacher and den my emath ok la den social studies fun sia joke around in class den the slpy lesson is physic which i totally had no interest in it... and den after dat got my chem spa which i onli done a set of experiment...anyway after dat i had my meeting which ended at 4.. i will be posting the photos of my group mates soon ... and den wad i hate in today is my wounds grow bad and dat is y i nv do experiment in spa.. ms lui allow me dun do ... pain sia i cant even write with my right hand...
i reali wish i can be like kam him, darcus or basthian or shixian or even meiting they all so clever... gd in their studies and stuff... haiz i reali felt useless and work hard so long for nth at all... i walk so far, so far dat i felt so tired in my way of walking to this stage... i always look at the closest thing dat i can achieve easily and always walk on the rough and hard path.. i reali envious of them or those ppl around me... and summore no one care about me so to me, jus one concern from ppl already can i dun expect much from ppl... OK im done in saying those miserable stuff in my heart.. ok GOTTA GO LE TML HAVE MY FAV JAP CLASS AFTER SCHOOL no matter wad i still have to stay back... ^^ ok i hope everyone have a gd day ahead and nitez... take care ...
P.S i wont break that promise to u, so u also cant break the promise to me...to the person

2008-05-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

KONNBAN WA... i been lazy to post stuff and abit emo to go post it... >.< well today was a start of the new day of another week.. and i had my chinese o lvl exam... well, i am super emo after dat exam cruz i dunno whether i can pass anot and i hope dat i can pass it well... and den i also been busy buying stuff for the trip and wasting money to get my item done.. still have not buy finish also sianz... gotta find a day to go buy all of it.. and i tml have my spa and tutorial and also my japanese class.. sad i onli can go for the japanese class for 30 mins cruz ms lui make us stay back for practice spa ... nvm la i tried my best to learn... the priority to me is not just the hiroshima trip and also my o lvl.. i reali hope i can pass my o lvl exam for chinese and every subjects dat is coming soon.. so bye everyone see u tml ... gotta go school earlier than normal classmate in my class due to 8 person chosen to be in the english tutorial ...

2008-05-21T18:24:00.003+08:00

konnban wa everyone..today super tired when wake up and den i went school with a slpy mood... im so slpy until dun feel like toking in the morning... and den i got my marks for my physic, emath and ss... pass everything woo not bad at least i try my best to do already. i so happy dat my emath got b3 not bad la this time rnd but khoo sae she wan an a = = so hard for me la ... anyway after dat i went to chinese class dat time fall aslp.. too tired le lah >.< sorry teacher and class.. den i go and see an doctor with my friend after the school directly and I WASTED 35 DOLLAR 70 CENTS FREAK = = dulan... den i went home alone of cruz = = wasted 3 hrs outside gotta get home and rest..at last back home i super tired dat i wanna drop dead and went play wahhahaha ... DEN MY MOOD TURN BAD TO WORSE WHEN DAT ASS HOLE SISTER SAE IM IDIOT..OK LA IM IDIOT I STILL CAN BEAR WITH IT SHE SAE ME AND MY BRO USELESS FINE LA USELESS LA DEN SHE STILL SAE SHE NV SAE TELL HER GO AND DIE LA CB... I ALREADY SUPER TIRED AND GOT ALOT OF PROBLEMS IN SCHOOL AND FINACIAL TROUBLE AND SHE WAN COME ARGUE WITH ME FINE LA BITCH LA SHE... I ALREADY DAM TIRED ALREADY AND SHE LIKE THIS THINK SHE THE ELDEST SO WAD...JUS DO WELL IN HER SUBJECTS SO PROUD FOR WAD BITCH LA SHE i super angry sia... I ALREADY DAM FAN AND TIRED ALREADY LEH SHE STILL TINK SHE WAD ONLI SHE IS HUMAN R.. FINE LA... i managed calm myself down in appearance... if she sae i useless den gd la, i useless ok la even my friend also tink so wad...
Sometimes i dun feel like being an human or even tink y even the hell im born in this world... jus wish im dead i reali wish i can become an bird or wad or even clouds or air.. i reali WISH so...i reali walk veri long and tired way to this part... and no one even reali is my friend or concerns me.. i reali dun wan continued move on with a burden on my back .. it so hard to move and tired...
I be alone forever... i hate living in this world.. y am i even in this world.. I REALI WAN TO CHANGE THE TIME AND NOT BORN HERE AT ALLL I RATHER BE A CLOUD OR WAD I DUN WAN BE BORN LIKE THIS
i wish jovi they all that batch friends is with me.. i REALI WANNA STOP MOVING ON ANYMORE...

2008-05-19T17:14:00.002+08:00

Konnchi wa everyone... today was public hoilday and my family and i went to eat outside with my relatives to celebrate mother' s day = = it so late la but nvm it still gd...i eat alot of sushi and sashimi and den got icecream, deserts and summore foods.... quite nice and i not reali full at all wahahahhaa... den when ended i went shopping with my sis to waste time for her tutiton = = ... den after dat went home on bus 10 and came back at 4.00pm sianz den i run back home.. put down the bag and run to the barbar to cut my hair..wasted 7 dollar for dat hair cut.. den i came home, legs dam tired and pain la = = >.< hate it but no choice rather waste time and money go cut den let dat teacher cut - -..Ja, mata ashita everyone ^^ jia you for the intensive lesson and mock exam and to the teams, jia you for the intensive training... we gotta bear with the training and tml = = staying back late..BYE

2008-05-18T15:47:00.002+08:00

konnchi wa today quite boring. went out alone to white sands. was hopping to find japanese learning materials to help me in the library. in the end nth came out. and den went to eat alone and go comic collection.. see a few liking of anime chains and stuff but cant buy gotta save money... left my likes there and walk to popular and see got any comic there available.. den i decided to went home cruz i too bored and lonely.. i have called alot of ppl to come out with me but no one can...nvm i already knew it so jus went out alone... so see ya guys bye

2008-05-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

Konnchi wa guys.. i went to republic poly today with jovi, yvonne, felicia, da jie and felicia friend... it was not bad and quite fun...the poly got a pond can be describe as pretty useless... it is pretty (not reali to my opinion)but useless cruz it not doing anything so it pretty useless..if u take away the pond u can put a field on it = =.. waste land for jus an pretty useless pond.. den we walk around and have fun .. went to cafe and eat spagetti plus cream sause plus chicken plus fries plus soft drink.. $4.00 not bad haha and it quite relaxing the feeling is gd... den i went home with the goodie bag and my friends.. den back at home become back to the same zh again... i dunno isit my sight or my distrust but i jus feel ppl is jus leaving me alone and further and further... i had feeling dat i reali be alone again...though i hate it but it alrite me always be alone is a habit ..alone always folo my shadow and footsteps...i be in the cold winter alone... ok gotta go so sayoonara...mata ashita

2008-05-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

hi everyone... today hav the intensive lessons and mock exam...well not that bad for a day dat is free from mid year exam... the lesson was not reali lesson i slack in class and well so does some of the ppl...guess gotta bring something to perk me up maybe some sweets guess so... and den have my mock exam well not dat hard jus dat nv do one qns 29b asking for meaning which i hav no time and i dun wan write lazy write in exact.. in the end i went back home with a green bag in my bag which i took.. and today found a new game and played wolfteam sad i noob la... den actually dun wan blog de but i dunno why i suddenly felt sad and down with my heart cold. den i guess gotta blog ba jus to release dat feeling. maybe is about tml stuff which is important to me..and i wish something could jus release me from problems and stress and relationship. guess im too naive... but i have a feeling sooner or later i might be gone or changed.. which i tink is possible and no one by myside anymore..friends leaving one and one as time goes. life would jus crumble into pieces as more problems come without ppl by ur side... when dat time comes, guess i wish i could jus disappear from this world i reali wish.. But reali everyone is leaving and left the useless me alone.. ok at least feel better abit...thanks good bye Nitez may good dream and day with happiness find their way to u...

2008-05-14T18:37:00.003+08:00

HIHI ladies and gentlemen...IM SO HAPPY TODAY CRUZ NO MORE EXAM ANYMORE. one thing dat is not gd is I STARTING FROM 15 MAY WHICH IS TML GOT CHINESE MOCK EXAM AND INTENSIVE LESSONS..AND NOW I ALSO DUNNO WAD TO BRING sianzz...I HECK CARE RESULT FROM MID YEAR LE...CRUZ NO MOOD TO WORRY ABOUT IT AND EVEN IF WORRY ALSO NO USE WAD DONE HAS BEEN DONE NTH CAN BE CHANGED...so like me everyone 4get ur bad result from mid year exam.. WELL DONE FOR EVERYONE WHO WORKED HARD

2008-05-12T10:55:00.001+08:00

HI GUYS CAME BACK HOME WITH AN DOWN AND HAPPY FEELINGS. AN DOWN FEELING IS DUE TO THE AMATH PAPER IS COMPLETELY SUX = = DUN TINK I CAN EVEN GET AN PASS FOR IT. THE HAPPY FEELING IS BECAUSE I CAN TAKE AN BREAK FROM THE MATHEMATICS PAPER AND CAN CONCENTRATE ON THE ONE AND ONLY PAPER CHEM AND MOTHER TONGUE LISTENING...WELL EVERYONE KEEP ON THE HARD WORK FOR CHEM

2008-05-11T19:12:00.004+08:00

HIHI TODAY IM GONNA BLOG ON SOMETHING THAT I WENT THROUGH YESTERDAY = = SUPER LAME LA..RACHEL WONG CAME CAPS ME ON MSN AND WE END UP ARGUING AND COMPETEING WITH EACH OTHER.. = = WE WERE CHATTING WITH CAPS AND 'SCOLDING' EACH OTHER.. RACHEL WONG AFTER MY EXAM CONTINUE LA U BETTER DUN RUN OFF CRYING TELL U..= = AND U BETTER COME FOR TEACHERS' DAY TO GPS OR I TORTURE U WHEN I SEE U AND I NOT JEALOUS IN U HAVING PSP = = >.> IT LIKE SO COLD AND LAME >.< AND EVEN IF I BUY I WONT BUY THE SAME COLOUR MRS PUI..

2008-05-09T16:01:00.003+08:00

HI ladies and gentlemen... HAIZ AT LAST ONE WEEK ENDED and THERE SO MUCH HARDSHIP IN JUS AN WEEK OF EXAM...= = i managed to find time now to type be4 my family come back..ok jus to report YES SIR >.< on monday got chinese paper 2 which is ok la and den next day got ss and emath paper 1 wahhaha tink i can pass la den THE NEXT DAY FREAK PHYSIC = = MY HEAD WAS LIKE ??? OK den next got my AMATH paper 1 I FREAKING DUNNO HOW TO DO... i get zero mark le sobz....den got history paper wahahha i love history GOTTA WIN FELLY THIS YEAR ARGHHHHH...though i lose 13 marks from nv do the last qns - -... AND DEN TODAY GOT EMATH PAPER 2 i was like mad AFTER THIS wahahahha SIAO le DUNNO Y SO HAPPY maybe cruz im dying from coughing and fever and NOW CAN RELAC FROM STUDYING ONE DAY SO HAPPY ^^ ok JIA YOU EVERYONE FOR UR NEXT WEEK EXAMINATION JUS HOLD ON TO IT AND SEE THROUGH IT AND THE EXAMINATION WILL END SOON

2008-05-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

er hi guys and well i wasnt able to blog much due to IM DYING soonner or later...im tired and i dunno my coughing when then stop...but swear gotta go for exam even hav not cure..i cough until my voice like changed sia = =... ok i shall end the blogging AND LETS HOPE MY HIROSHIMA GROUP AND I PASS OUR MID YEAR EXAM AND THE MEDICAL CHECK UP AND GO TOGETHER..一緒に行きなさい translated from an web haha..懸命の仕事 WORK HARD GUYS

2008-04-29T18:26:00.003+08:00

at last i decided to come back to blog.SUPER LAZY AND TIRED AND FREAKING HEADACHE BY THE SUPER IRRIATING AND SUNNY WEATHER AND WITHOUT AIR-CON IN CLASS..SOONER OR LATER GOTTA DIE FROM THE HEAT...
today super sian la...first day in the mornning walk walk to my seat and i SAW A DEAD RAT....bad day man..lucky i not seating near it..well gotta pray to it..god bless it poor rat...SO ANYWAY IT REALI AN AUSPICIOUS DAY...first we got THE 5A1 come to our class and tell us to get out = =...and den they shout and blahblah....super lame la....den next got pe...AND IN SOCCER COMPLETELY LOSE TO LOWER SEC DUE TO THE BIG GAP IN PPL PLAYING....NEXT, AFTER RECESS AT HALL...mr nasi(if i not wrong)lecture on the 5a1 and we 4e1 sat behind la..and den NEXT got no AIR CON...AND THE WEATHER IS SUPER HOT....and NEXT the 5a came back after dat for basthian...bastard the guy think basthian faking his injury...DEN GOT TUTORIAL ..= = SIANZ
GD THINGS IS DAT NO PHYSIC TEST TODAY WAHHAHAHAHAH...
anyway gotta go and study and do homework

2008-04-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

today super sian...tired from the school everyday..dat y nv post a few day....ok today was ok and i slp in english class onli..miracle.. ppl sleep more than me... haha den have the o lvl spa physic...wa sianz lor dunno what to do sia....4get it it over any way lets hope everyone will pass in their midyear exam...i reali hope i can...I WAN GO MY HIROSHIMA....ARGHHHH ..JIA YOU EVERYONE...

2008-04-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

hihi guys and ladies i mean lol... i was so tired from the schooling and stuff and some school problems dat i nv able to come blog for 3 days i tink so....ok back to it... today was quite a gd day and i woke up with birds flying on my head... sleepy*yawn* but i was smilling and happy lol ok den i go to school...the day was quite smooth and i also dun have chemistry test today haha... been postponed so quite happy la....but got homework sianz....to her , i keep my promise ^^ so u must also keep the promise.... and ok i got lots of homework so gotta go back to do homework and copy notes..10 pages of notes in one person notes i have to copy but to me is 20 pages = = >.<>

2008-04-17T16:42:00.004+08:00

HEYHEY YOYO......LOL ok today was perfectly fine and i managed to survive the whole day with miracle....maybe thanks to basthian haha...ok continuing.....today was a gd day...i had my chemistry first....and something went horribly wrong...i had my test and U NOE WAD i got one page nv do, WHOLE THING ...i was like wtf la i cannot finish leh....i think not just me, some of them also nv do finish....ok nvm seem fail le lah...so i went for chinese lesson next at ava room not bad huh...i was reading manga i had taken from shimei this morning...quite interesting lol..den after that had my physic in 5a1 wooo the class is BIG AND AIR-CON SO COOLING...but cooling until dam cold WITHOUT fans summore....ok den recess have my lunch and went to library borrow 2 books NOT BAD detective de.....den i went for my ss 3PERIOD and i slp for 2 period +/- i tink so haha...tired...den after that english not reali listening in class...and den after english is SCHOOL ENDS but have to stay back for 2 hrs of emath tutorial..so went for lunch...i finish my meals and i saw sharifah they all eating and den they ask me help them to bring burger to amos and basthian...BUT I WAS CAUGHT BY MR ELMI = =.... den i went back and they call amos come out...at the same time jannah got a call like dat i tink den she sae THE CLASS T-SHIRT IS HERE ....wooo at last waited along time sia...and the t-shirt not bad la...den i help to bring basthian burger and amos came and ate his right away...den i wore the shirt wooo cool haha jkjking..den after that is emath tutorial BORING LA do tys ....me and shu kiat finished it up and den i tot can go liao in the end she sae do the homework for tys NOW = = i was like ...... den i started doing and after a while she sae can go le = = I WAS LIKE U NOW DEN SAE CAN GO = =... totally du lan sia ..but nvm haha anyway gotta go ...AND IM FEELING BETTER DEN YESTERDAY SO, ANYONE WHO I SAE ABOUT IN YESTERDAY BLOG DUN BE ANGRY WITH ME...I AM JUS 'SCREAMING' IN MY BLOG...SO HECKCARE IT NOW HAHA..IM BETTER FEELING...better means a bit but still dun push me to cornor.... ok see ya

2008-04-16T19:45:00.006+08:00

hihi everyone...yesterday wasnt have time to blog....well just to say something first for everyone... THIS WEEK I CAN GET IRRITATED AND TIRED DUE TO EVERYDAY STAYING BACK AND HOMEWORKS....so if anything wrong, jus take it as too stress....warned everyone im going mad at anytimes....ok back to today one.... well today im freaking tired and i wake up 30 mins later den my usual which is at 5.30 i wake up today...first thing on com and check mail and den went on to eat and bath...be4 stepping out of the house i brought along with me fushigi yuugi for jasmine and huixin and they even called me to ask me bring...OK la i already bought it along and den they come and asked me again....im like freaking tired and i nid carry a heavy bag with 2 bags of comic which is like so heavy and wake down 9th floor to 1st floor and walk to bus stop and worse still my legs was injure from yesterday pe lesson...my leftt leg was so dam painful already lor....AND I BEEN SO TIRED FROM STAYING BACK..WORSE I NOE FROM YESTERDAY GOTTA STAY BACK ON FRIDAY TILL 7PM....HOW 'GD' but nvm dat i noe wad to do to waste time nowadays...but im jus so tired and i went to school on a heavy mood....den when i reached school i choing to the canteen to find jasmine they all and i really wanted to kill someone when i reach the school...MY LEG IS DAM PAIN SIA AND HANDS IS LIKE GOING TO DROP AND THE BAG IS DRAGGING ME....so i went up to the tables AND 'PUT'(THROW) THE COMIC ON THE TABLE and went to find cynthia to tok about the history qns on source d which i REALLY cant do.....DEN NEXT WHEN MR NATHAN CAME AND WHISTLE...I WENT UP FIRST AND SIT DOWN ON MY CLASS...READING THE COMIC SHIMEI GIVE ME...WHEN LINDA CAME WITH MY 3 COMIC BOOKS AND ANGRILY ASKED ME WHETHER I WANT TO BRING HOME...OF CRUZ I WAN LA..IT LIKE SHE SAE I TOT U SAE UR BAG HEAVY AND DEN SHE JUS THROW THE BOOK ON ME AND SAE I NV DO ANYTHING WRONG AND U JUS THROW THE BOOK IN FRONT OF ME......I WAS LIKE WTF U WAN....HEY MISS IM LIKE SO DAM CHAM THIS WEEK ALREADY....IM LIKE GOING MAD IN JUST AN SECOND ANYTIMES....LUCKY NO CHOIR OR I SMASH DAT 2 IDIOT BARA SEC 1 GUYS WHO SO IRRITATING....den the next thing after that is i saw basthian leg being wrapped up and he uses cluthes to move....lucky amos and vishnzu strong enough to carry him up to class and down ....poor basthian..basthian i hope ur legs recover soon....and the next is a math...OK THIS IS ANOTHER IRRIATING PART...i asked meiting to lend me her book for copying notes and she sae cant cruz she wan do homework....ok i was like ok fine ...next i asked cynthia who promised me to lend me and in the end she nv at last a math lesson... so i asked and she sae she wan do TODAY...I WAS LIKE TML GOT NO AMATH CANT U LEND ME TODAY AND LET ME COPY FINISH AND I RETURN TO U TML CANNOT ISIT....SHE SAE CANNOT....OK LA WTF SIA....im like so dam irritated....IM FREAKING STRESS ALSO FROM MY AMATH NOTEBOOK...EVERYONE I ASKED DUN WAN LEND OR CANT LEND ME.....OK LA FINE FINE...den the school goes until CD PERIOD.... SHU KIAT SIT BESIDE ME AND DEN I WAS ASKING TO ZAFIR TO TYPE ONE PHRASE ON THE YOUTUBE TO GET THE VIDEO AND DAT SHU KIAT WAS LIKE KEEP HITTING ME TO TELL ME STOP TELLING...HEY IT MY CHOICE AND I WANT TO HELP CANNOT ISIT...I LIKE SUPER DU LAN....I TELL U EVERYONE...U CAN HIT OR SCREAM OR TEASE ME TO A CERTAIN EXTENT...IM A HUMAN TOO I HAVE MY LIMIT TO BEING STRESS AND TIRED AND CAN EXPLODE ONE....IT NOT LIKE IM A MACHINE DAT CAN LET U BE HIT FOR LONG...DUN THINK I NV BE FIERCE U TAKE ME AS SICK CAT AND KEEP MAKING ME.....ok dam it im just like screaming at someone now...welll after that got spa...not bad but i dunno how i do and it was like so dam warm.....after that went home and along the way tok to jovi about my spa assessment and in the bus i take...U NOE WAD I SAW MDM NORSIAH THE POA AND MY EX MATH TEACHER WHO LEFT LOYANG....WOOO COOL...TOK TO HER ALL THE WAY TO MY BUS STOP...kind of funny when i tok to her....she like her new school much and soon she moved to another one again...ok wad an free teacher she is.....OK after all the going mad and stress stuff it time to end the blogging soon and go study after my playing abit....lucky got blog to tell my problems and stressful in my heart or i will definitely go mad the next day...ok i shall take a break and smile for tomorrow sake...AND OH YA A GD STUFF HAPPEN WHEN I ON MY COM TODAY...SAW HER MESSAGE TO ME...thanks man even it abit late for my birthday thanks waffle...hitsugaya toushiro, juuban-taicho give u a bow....i dunno wad to do for my stressness and tiredness...wish im dead soon..nite ppl have a gd day and peaceful nite...sweet dream to u...not to me, gotta be back to normal tml or sooner or later im a lone wolf again and YA THANKS NORA FOR WISHING ME TOO AND HER.....PRISCILLA AND ZHIXIAN HOPE U 2 R WELL WITH SARA THEY ALL...SO LONG NV MEET U GUYS...sara hope u can take the same bus as me like always anyway lone wolf seem the best to me if it the onli choice.LASTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARIFAH

2008-04-14T20:43:00.004+08:00

HAHA TODAY ME BIRTHDAY .... GOT TO 16 YEAR OLD..as wad jovi sae i nid to be more mature and independant...so gotta buck up.. haha today quite fun and warm to me.... i went school and go and do my stuff like chatting with friends and blahblah...den after that got amath first which i like so slppy and slp awhile den got eng and den next is chinese...OHYA be4 amath cynthia give me her present haha... ^^ chocolate ^^ better dun eat too much!!! lol den at chinese lesson after english la den peiling give me too... small present but to me big and gd ^^ haha and den after that recess, sian sia cannot go back to classrm imediately now have to go hall and wait for teacher fetch = = diao... den after that FREE PERIOD OF MATH... mrs khoo nv come and den i play sudoku with shukiat, cynthia and zhang xiang ...SUDOKU MAKES ME MAD SIA.... angry ggrrrr...last period history...weeee got the history paper..an example of new syllabus blahblah den quite gd la...den after that went for a math tutorial, haha i slp a few minutes but after that dunno y my mind awake and i managed to do all my qns correct, quite surprising to me....haha den when a math started at first, basthian came in... 0.0 holding something, but i dunno wad it is.. so dun reali mind dat...den after amath tutorial, ms heng came to me and wish me happy birthday.. im quite happy ^^ haha and den got the cake ...WOW, quite surprising to me..basthian went to buy the cake haha... THANKS BASTHIAN..eaten all up clean and shinny...lol how to make it shinny i also not sure...den well....But after dat i went back home.. nv celebrate but it alrite..dunno if my wish will be granted...BUT TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY...MOST OF MY FRIENDS DUNNO MY BIRTHDAY OR NV BOUGHT IT HAHA BUT THEY WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IS ALREADY PRESENT....I REALI FELT TODAY I GOT MORE FRIENDS THAN USUAL AND I LIKE THE FEELINGS...NEARLY GOT TEARS DROP LOL.....WELL THANKS EVERYONE WHO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND GIVEN ME PRESENT, JOVI , YVONNE , YUNFANG,CYNTHIA, BASTHIAN, PEILING FOR THE PRESENT AND THE WISHING I THANKS, SHUKIAT,MEITING (how could u 4get haizzz nvm),LEEMAY, FIONA, AMALINA, VISHNZU, NEKESH. SIVA, BRYAN, DOREEN, SERENE, HUIXIN, JASMINE, LINDA,DOREEN, SHARIFAH, SHAIRA , NABILAH ,SHIXIAN , TAUFIQ, MS SHARON HENG, ROLF ,WEI ZHI,ZHANG XIANG, T SUBASH, KAMHIM , DARCUS, YANTING(thanks man yanting at least u better than ez haha uncle will wish u happy birthday when ur turn come ^^) AND MANY MORE WHICH I REALI CANT REMEBER...WELL IN TOTAL MY CLASSMATE AND FRIEND IN SCHOOL AND MY GRATURATED FRIEND AND YANTING.... THANKS EVERYONE..TO ME, TODAY IS REALLY MUST MORE WARMER THAN EVERYDAY..I WILL REMEBER IT...*ONE BOW FOR U ALL *really thanks...if i ever gone, gonna miss u all....well sad dat the most person i wanted to wish me happy birthday nv wish me... but still im happy for today...

2008-04-13T21:39:00.010+08:00

haha today is so tired and gd day...yesterday slp at 2am and den wake up at 10 plus and den i wake up and den continue to slp again until 2pm....feel like an pig sia lol... sleep so much. den after that i look at the time OMG 2 already den faster wake up and rush to bath and change clothes and i jus directly went out for my meeting with jovi and yunfang...den i rush to mrt station and found out is at 3.30pm = = waste my time running so fast.. so i went to white sand to go see the anime collection..anime stuff and manga...not bad huh to waste time..and den i went to meet yunfang and jovi at the mrt... den we travel to bedok and went to find yvonne..they r celebrating my birthday earlier as they have school tml...den we went to where yvonne work and den as we move to the place we tok alot of stuff lah...den me ordered the chicken culets and jovi order fish and chip and den yunfang order the spagetti..haha den we chat alot while eating....haha ^^ and den later on we keep toking until there no customers at the moment den they celebrate with me ^^ i like the cake nice sia.. got my presnet too from yun fang and jovi...yvonne present is the cake haha ^^....anyway after that we keep on toking until like 7 plus den we started to take photos weee lol....den continue toking until 9 we left the place by yvonne's mother car.. and i took mrt with yun fang and jovi..den yun fang left at simei, me left at tampines and last is jovi la pasir ris... today is reali fun and nice i like it..THANKS JOVI AND YUN FANG AND YVONNE FOR TODAY AND JOVI FOR UR ADVICE ^^ AND ALSO I WILL REMEBER TODAY DEEP IN ME...

NOW HERE SOME PICTURES...

2008-04-12T20:25:00.003+08:00

haha..today nth much to sae cruz i stayed at home...i played games at the morning till afternoon..and onli stopped when my mum and sis nagged at me to study so i wasted 30 mins in packing stuff under my desk and den went to study physic for 2 hrs and later on went for dinner and started playing game with shu kiat...haizz bored but quite happy about tml can go out weeee....anyway gotta go back studying again see ya ^^ bd coming 2 more days wow quite fast

2008-04-11T19:41:00.002+08:00

OMG today is not reali a gd friday...it so bad...first of all, got our history test that i nv study hope i can pass and den next got english..ok la not bad but worse thing in english is dat I GOT BACK MY NEW TIMETABLE AND IT TOTALLY SUX 2 DAY GOT DOUBLE MATHS AND ONE DAY GOT THREE PERIOD OF SS = =.... the timetable reali sux...den next got out chem which i can understand the topic...hehe...den got my one lesson of free math period after recess cruz of mrs khoo nv come...we ended our class at 12 due to got sport day at 2pm..den i went for my sport day...i run with sk one rnd with sk when he came and den have alot of fun playing around...dat kiat ren reali like to eat bread sia= = eat one not enough den eat somemore...den later sk dulan due to he unable to run in the relay with darcus and yifeng..zhang xiang managed to get into another team...and den everything ended when they announced dat green house is the house champion...wow not bad but this year red house reali sux...last position if i not wrong...haizz den after that went to run one rnd again with shu kiat and yifeng to let shukiat felt better as he nv run at all....so after that went back home running too ^^. and ya i saw my gongshang primary school friend charlene at first dunno her name but i notice she familier and she also notice me familier but dunno my name too haha...got her number so can call her when teacher day... not a bad day but tired..legs are dieing from the running.... anyway have to end it the blogging now haha i looking forward for my birthday coming soon wee

2008-04-10T15:42:00.002+08:00

wooo yoz again....so boring today..went to sch and den go physic experiment finish up..den got pe..4e1 vsing soccer with sec1 dunno wad class de = = at the start we losing and den when vizshnu,nekesh and a few more came in and manage to turn the table and den after that is 5-5 den got the penalty kick whahah we won and den after that i went to change ..freak i got stomach pain = =..... den got a math which i jus sit there silently and listen lor.. den recess nth to do go library have air-con....den got ss which we see the 911 blahblah..quite poorthing la pity them and also got sleep la...den after that english completely not listening and slping abit...den got chem test...wahahhaa think i can pass...^^ den go home and now gotta go and take a break weeeee

2008-04-09T19:23:00.003+08:00

wow today a special day...guess what today is ms chua birthday...quite fun...but i super tired from yesterday.i went out yesterday after school den walk like few hrs with cyn meiting leemay and basthian and in the end found the stuff dat i might tot she like.. a mug with winnie the pooh.den i went home in the rain.. freak so cold and i felt my head burning...lucky no fever can go sch today..so i wake up this morning and went sch with the present...i dam scare of dat present break sia...and my 16 dollar will fly..lucky it safe and sounds.i saw what other bought lol.. not bad la and i went through the class and my chinese teacher is back...wooo at last hope she will be fine and healthy ^^...but worse thing comes next when she sae dat wendy going take half of the class. wth i dun like her...not jus me whole class dun wan lor.. and now dunno what going to happen...and den the main event came when miss chua come in...she looks at us suspiciously and sae what wrong... lol it so funny when she sae that.. den she was surprised by meiting and leemay with ryu holding the cake haha...den meiyun and her other 3 friends came in and give her the present...next is shukiat which bought a cushion of winnie the pooh and is me my turn...haha..den is cyn which bought a cushion a pigglet and den peiling also got give present but i dunno what den also got jasmine coming up next haha...it really fun and ms chua is scared of surprises when after that she tot got somemore come up out of nowhere..den after the fun thing, went up for physic tutorial and it not bad doing circult..until 3 den play games lor haha now gotta go do hw and study for test JIAYOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS CHUA

2008-04-07T07:51:00.002+08:00

hihi today was sick...so nth happen much....sad that i was unable to go sch but then i found something interesting on a website...a game called wonderland...it not bad and sounds gd...and such is that i tink that the graphic and game character is cool...if anyone wan play come to this website http://wl.igg.com/ btw this game is closed beta so be sure to be the first to go in and play it first ....haha so see ya....

2008-04-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

tired until now den post it so late le... and now bored..today nothing really special .went sch and study and den after that i was alone..i am bored and alone i from 12.30 wait until 4pm for the meeting..abit sianz but i found out it quite worth it..had a fun in the meeting..hehe...and den after the meeting saw celestyn..she came back to get her certificate..wow she anglo chinese independant..good sia that sch but it so expensive and so many pro...tok to her until we reach her bus stop...den i cont to catch up on her news after that using the phone and promise her present in june haha ..hope i will remember..that it gtg bye

2008-04-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

sianz today so hot and den go play pe..but nvm we 4e1 won 4e2 wahhaha dat gd...and den after school is the most tired and boring one...got emath tutorial...= = from 4to 6.. SO LATE even though no nid see dat mr tan, i still tink it so tired and boring...ok lets end it here see ya nitez

2008-04-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

hihi im back again to post...abit sian la cruz nowaday nid study and do homework.. so as normal, today went to sch and study...emath physic english, mother tongue slack and den got history... and i got my chem sian after sch.. at 2 o clock i got my spa and den do until 4 plus~5 so long sia sianz tired lor den come home play for a while...ok now finish blogging le must go do homework see ya!!!

Now another picture of hitsugaya

2008-04-01T18:34:00.000+08:00

HIHI im a newbie who just started opening this blog. i just love anime and thought of opening

one.But sad i am just too lazy to post the manga and blahblah.Nevermind, just happy to be opening it.OK...Back to my day...Today was perfectly fine..In the morning got shukiat and some guys play april fool...abit cold but funny and glad that everyone was happy and i join in tooo...then studying a math,physic and slack in chinese and then social studies also slack....Now got homework to do with my project in researching stuff..Just so bored until after school..and i went for my meeting for the hiroshima trip..hehe manage to go...then the meeting went success and it was fun..then choir which i fall a sleep..tired from waking up so early everyday..Went home listening to music after that...Now gotta do homework le added some picture

of my favourite hitsugaya toushiro